Monday, February 28, 2005
Diary oh diary. I'm so.... I don't know. Whatever! I know you might be reading this entry also. I've had this blog for quite sometime, but didn't wanna let much people know about it, but today, I don't think there's a need to hide anything anymore.
I don't hate you, but I'm trying to hate you? Contradicting huh? But it's the truth! What can I do? I can't do anything at all. Again and again, our friendship won't be the same no matter how hard me/you tries to salvage it. There won't be those happy times whereby we stay up to watch movie together.
I did enjoyed those times we spent together, but what's the point? It's sweet receiving those little messages like "Good morning" or "Good night", but it's like I don't wish that I actually received these messages(contradicting again!).
Haa.. is this "ying ai chen hen"? Too chim eh. -sighs- Why am I still tearing over such stuffs? Ain't I stupid enough? Haa.. It's so hard having to like/hate someone.
[12:14 AM]
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Sunday today. That's like so fast, one week has passed again. I did nothing for my project. -Sighs- I'm so dead ya. Anyway, ya, didn't blog on friday because I was staying over at my fren's place. Didn't like it when I was there. Shouldn't have went huh? Stupid me. So anyway, I slept at almost 5am, and I was supposed to wake up at 8.15am. Heard the alarm went off, but was too tired or lazy to go switch it off. So just continue to sleep awhile longer.
Finally when I decided to wake up, it's like about 10-11am already, in other words, I'm late! -Sheesh- So packed my stuffs, and went down to harbourfront. Anyway, I was going to sentosa, but the sun doesn't seems to be HOT at all. -sighs- Stupid sun!! Supposed to meet them(alvis, april, ego, emmie, shalon, eric), but I was late, so I told them to go first, I'll look for them there.
So kinda enjoyed myself. Played on the beach and in the water. But then again, the sun wasn't HOT at all, else it'll be even better!! Then went for dinner at harbourfront. Was so hungry! They were deciding where to go, then they decided to come over my house for mahjong. Oh no! Mahjong again! Right, and played 2 rounds. Lost $8! -shakes head- Keep losing. Haha, whatever. So ya, bernard and ronghui did join us awhile when we reached my place.
Played till 3am, then ronghui, bernard and eric left. Not forgetting, while we were playing, elaine and yc came and find us. So ya, april, ego, via, elaine and yc stayed over at my place. Managed to stuff 2 mattress on the floor in my room. Haha, so we slept. Till about 10.00am, april asked me to open the door for her, so she can leave. Not long later, everyone woke up already. Had breakfast, then they left. So here I am. Bored!!!!
[5:08 PM]
Friday, February 25, 2005
Just some little thoughts that came into my mind after you messaged me.
Has this ever came into your mind that after what you've done, our so called friendship is no longer like a friendship? Everything has turned sour? There's no longer such friendship that we used to have anymore. Who's to blame? Maybe the both of us. Everything won't be the same anymore.
Why are you still messaging me regarding reluctant stuffs? Asking about my handphone plans? You can jolly well check them online or call the respective service provider. Why would you even tell me that you actually wanted to come my house to watch movie? Frankly speaking, I hope that I won't see you again, be it on the streets or wherever. I just want you to disappear from my life. -poof- and gone. Am I being demanding? No! You're like the one being demanding at times. Just leaving a sms like "Listen to 933 now." "I want that song", without even a please or any question being asked. Ain't that demanding?
I seriously don't understand. Since you've a gf, why even bother messaging me? Like what my friend said, probably you still cherish this friendship. In my heart, it's kinda like bullshit? If you do/did cherish this friendship, you wouldn't have done certain stuffs to hurt me probably. Whatever, what's done is done. But, there's one thing, bygones will never be bygones.
Also, let's talk about someone else. I don't know what's in your mind also! Are all guys just jerks? Only being so intimate when they need your help? Yes, they are! Whatever man.. Jerks/Bastards, just name it and you'll have it.
[12:39 AM]
Thursday, February 24, 2005
What a day today.. Didn't really do much today, and was out of the lab most of the day today.. Had brunch with wendy at mac, then went to her lab and was using yvonne's computer. Apparently, I fell asleep again. So helped her a little with her blog, so she has a new blog now! Heee..
Jo messaged me asking when I'll be back in my lab. So around 3+pm, I messaged her telling her that I'll be in my lab soon. So she came over, then we went out and sat at the staircase. Brought my nail cutter and was cutting my nails, and also my camera, but the battery was low. So Jo went into my lab and took extra batteries out for me.
Suddenly saw this little bird, coming out of nowhere, was kinda limping and looked very weak. So I went over, trying to pat it, but it kept flying away. So I tried to carry it, but it kept trying to flap its wings, but couldn't fly far at all. I did managed to carry it, and pat it, finally it stopped struggling. Brought it to the left staircase, and tried to play with it, but it seems motionless, in shocked or something. After awhile, I left it there(hoping it'll be ok later), and went back to my lab.
Went down to find jo for a short while, then went back to my lab again. Was worried about the little thing, so I went out to check over it again. Guess what I saw. I saw a fucking CROW munching on something! I was afraid that it'll be that small little thing, so I made sure that it's still at the corner of the staircase. -phew- It's still safe over there. Went closer to take a look at what the fucking CROW was eating, turned out to be, it's another bird(dead), which was the same species as that injured little thing. That fucking CROW was the cause of the injuries, not only that, and SHOCKED that little thing. Anyway, the fucking CROW flew away the second I tried to shoo it. WTF. Okie.. I placed that small little thing at a corner. Hopefully, it'll be ok/there tomorrow morning when I checked it out.
Anyway, after school, went tampines and met hafiz. Nice knowing you ya, and thanks for the ride home. =p I know I'm a bad pillion. Haaaa. Ok, time for some games and then sleep.
[10:33 PM]
-yawns- So tired! Today(wed) went to school, was gonna be early for once, but when I was about to go change into my contact lenses at 8am, my dad was inside the toilet! So damn, I'm gonna be late AGAIN. So while waiting, I slept awhile, till 8.30am, then I went to knock the door, and he's out. FINALLY. So changed into my lenses, got out of home, then reached school at 9.45am. SEE! I'm late again!! -sighs-
So tired, so I took naps in the lab again. Had to study for my paper(cost accounting) at 4.30pm. Anyway, I think I'll do quite badly for it. Whatever! It's done! So bought a packet of wedges and sit outside of level 4. When I'm done, it's almost time to sign out which was 6pm. So, walked with jo, hilwa and wend to the mrt station, then I took a bus back. Kept calling home to ask if there's dinner and the phone is engaged. Irritating.
So home I am, had dinner then watched tv. Was waiting for Amazing Race to start, but, I got the wrong date. It's next week! DAMN!! I wanna watch Amazing Race. It's definitely better than American Idol. Hee. Can't wait for saturday! I can go and suntan~ Weee! Anyway ya, played GB awhile, and there was new avatars. Sold of SOME of the avatars. Yeah, it's the one that both of us had. I sold all of them, except for the skii head. Thought it's quite nice thus I kept it. Sold of my waterfall too, although I wanted it badly last time. Bought a new one, which is nicer(to me).
Tearing now, NO! not because of him. Because I'm so tired and my eyes are so dry. Think I should go sleep now. I predict that I'll be late again. Oh wow, I'm a ... mm whatever. I can predict. That's it. Haaaa.. Nites diary..
[1:53 AM]
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Today! Shit, I woke up late and I was not supposed to sleep at all! I'm supposed to write my report and ended up sleeping. DAMN!!! Woke up with a bad throat again. =( Since I was late, decided to go see a doctor and get a MC for today. And hopefully, Mr. Tan would excuse me for I went to see a doctor earlier, thus having to hand in the report later. So yah, I did what I planned, went to see doctor at the polyclinic. The whole thing lasted for almost 2hours.
Went back to school, met jo and hilwa for my lunch, then went to look for that roger tan. But couldn't find him, resorted to look for the higher 'head'. And kinda got scolded by her. Shhhesshh. Whatever, hand in and forget all about it. So received johnson's message saying he wanna ask me something, yet he kept forgetting what he wanna asked. Complained he was bored, so I said let's go for a drink, then suggested starbucks @ yishun and asked my buddy along. Had my green tea frappucino, I'm so in love with it. Heee. Then went to johnson's house for awhile and played mahjong AGAIN. But this time, we didn't play with cash, plainly just chips. Had a light dinner at his house, because auntie asked me eat abit, so I ate.
Played till 9pm, johnson had to go back to camp. Before leaving, played with his neighbour's dog, siberian husky named aussie. Aussie boy is so cuteeee and charming! I'm soooooooooo in love with him too! 2 years old already. Had to leave because johnson in a rush, so said byebye to aussie boy. -awwww- sad! Then went to my buddy's place to watch tv, because I won't be able to catch the 9pm show if I were to go home. So after watching, left his place at about 10.30pm. Reached home at about 11.20pm. -Yawns- So tired, had to finish the food my mum bought for me. Finally finished typing my entries! Time to go to sleep soon!
[1:00 AM]
Monday, February 21, 2005
Woke up at 12+pm again. A little late, supposed to meet jiajia at 2pm at orchard control, but as usual, I knew both of us would be late. At around 1+pm, messaged jiajia and asked whether she's late, but she didn't reply. So she called me back after awhile. Changed our meeting time to 3pm instead. So met her, went to shop abit and looked for gifts for her friends. I was looking for a wallet for johnson, because I haven't got him one. So walked to taka, saw mphosis, having big sales up to 70% discount. The whole place is sooooo crowded. I hate crowds these days!
So at taka, jiajia bought a keychain for the guy friend. Decided to go paragon to look for my gift now. Outside paragon, saw this little boy, say 5-7, and he was jamming! So young yet so talented, so many people looking at him. Hee, went into metro and finally saw a wallet that I can buy for johnson, so made payment (can't say how much!), and left off for heeren. Walked around heeren and couldn't find anything for jia's fren still. Jiajia saw her friend at that shop again, went in and chatted with her, while I waited outside. After that, we went to the neoprint shop and took some pictures! =D
Was about to head down back to taka, jiajia saw one of her friend. As we were walking back to taka, at the junction outside swensons, someone called out her name, so I guessed it was that friend of hers. We treated that we heard nothing and walked away. Lols. Was thinking of what to buy for her female friend, but so hard to decide, but ended up buying a photoframe that was quite nice with little bulb that can light up.
Was quite irritated by 2 guys and kept wanting to meet jiajia up. Don't meet like will die. Duhs. So had no choice but to meet them up, else they won't give up. Then met up awhile, jack showed jiajia his art pieces and actually, I was quite impressed. Nice art works though.
Went down to johnson's house again and played mahjong. This time till 2am, then we went back home. Reached home, start to do my report a little. Think I better stop here.
[2:40 AM]
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Johnson's 21st bday buffet over at his place. Woke up at 12+pm but slept at 5am+ this morning, met recoba at 7-11, then walked to the bus stop to take 854, met my buddy and sha at khatib control. Saw ego, didn't know he was there either. I was so hungry, I can't take it anymore, I bought a soyabean milk and a cheese pancake from Jollibean. Anyway, reached ego's place, saw her sister face to face for the first time and she looks so quiet. We ate and waited for the rest, via, alvis, bernard, eric and ronghui(tmd) to come. So the rest came, played mahjong and lost abit but johnson kinda paid my share abit, because he took over my seat. Then played blackjack with ronghui, recoba, joanne(johnson's sis) and bernard, playing from 20cents until the rest came to as big as $10. So ronghui was the banker all the way, he lost $60, eric lost $30, recoba big time winner, won about $30. I won about $8. Felt quite bad when ronghui actually lost so much. Then had dinner, the same food we had for lunch, then went down to Partyworld at tanjong pagar. Ronghui drove the girls, me, via, sha and joanne, while the rest took cab down. Went supper after the ktv, head to lau pat sat. By the time I reached home, it's already 5+am. Bath and waiting for my hair to dry.. Time to sleep!
[6:54 AM]
Thursday, February 17, 2005
it's the same old routine everyday! Going to school, and be a jail bird. So thurs, I hate thurs because I've to attend lessons. And honoured enough, I was called out by my cost accounting teacher because I didn't attend almost ALL the lessons, which is 8 hours (2 warning letter). So I was being lectured, blahblahblah, was supposed to hand in a report, which I know cow about. But, no choice right?
[11:48 PM]
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Yesterday was Valentines' Day! No valentine but ya, nothing great, right? Same old thing, go to school as per normal, and my supervisor was supposed to come in, ya he did. I didn't do anything, but ya, whatever, told him about it, but he didn't scold me. Prolly he'll just deduct marks away from my overall? Aiks, whatever, so long as I pass! So ya, was wearing my purple top, kinda low, and miss jo the tikopek kept snapping my picture and emphasize on the 'drain'. Haahaa.. So ya, finished school, had dinner with shuya while waiting for melo. Melo was late again! Ok, nothing unusual right? Lol.
So shuya left after dinner, so had to wait for melo. Called john then he was playing jackpot. When I went to wait for him, he still wanna play somemore. But ok, he said 3mins, but came down in about 1min, so he said he don't wanna play anymore. So we went raiders and played abit of CS till about 8, then I hafta leave already. Watched Constantine at bishan, but what the hell, it's the first row. No choice but to watch it, all thanks to valentines' day. So tired yesterday, went home and played asked mark to play solitaire, and during the first round, my msn dc-ed. So mark kept calling me cheater! -grumbles- Anyway, Constantine's GOOD! Thumbs up!!
As for today, went to school again. Mark suggested we go catch a movie. So i was like, ok flight of the pheonix, but he watched already. He suggested constantine, but I watched already! So mafan! So ended up watching Racing Stripes. So cute man the zebra! Quite touching too. So went back to school, so tired and kept yawning and slept at 5pm, so while sleeping, phone kept vibrating. Stupid NAISONGBO called and nagged at me for llike 5.26mins!?
Reached home, changed and had dinner. Saw that bastard online. He's changed his nick to someonelovesomeone. So I asked him, caught my surprise, he got attached yesterday. Was thinking in my heart, yea, all the bullshit about missing that girl. What a lie! Liar liar pants on fire. You're just a bastard! Bluffing all the xiaomeimei? Lols. Yah whatever. You're of no concern to me ever again. I hate you. =D Hope you'll be heartbroken soon ya? =) I'm evil, but sorry, this is me. If only you didn't flirt/lied in the first place.
[7:33 PM]
Monday, February 14, 2005
Hmm, my leg is still aching! -ouch- Slept at 7am(sunday) and woke up at say 3pm. Sleeping soundly and one idiot called and look for ah hui again! This is like the 3rd call since yesterday(saturday). So again, I said, "no such person, you've got the wrong number." Then came along the second idiot. Sms-ed me and asked if I remembered him, the answer is no! I've lost most of my contacts already, and he asked me to guess? Ok, can't really remember the contents, but the last replied was like, "I've dropped my handphone into the toilet bowl, thus I've lost most of my contacts. I'm sleeping now. Either you tell me who you are, or just shut up and I'll continue my sleep."
So slept my way through till 3pm. Ate brunch, wow, I was so hungry. Haha. Remembered receiving a sms from shuya saying they'll be coming over for mahjong. So roughly 4.30pm, shuya and wanpei arrived. Called melo, and she was still piggifying at home! Was watching tv with wanpei and shuya, suddenly, an advertisement came on ch 8. Reminded us of the RUHUA! "Wo de yi ke xing *POM POM* xian gei yi ge ren *POM POM*" And the three of us burst out laughing!
Melo came, as usual with lotsa tidbits! Played on-off using money, then we were watching Shallow Hal on ch 5. Was so funny though I've watched it before. Say 9.30pm, sent wanpei down and bought ourselves dinner. *yumyum* Watched the apprentice, so many shows, hmm, then played 3 legged mahjong for a round. Then my mother came home, asked her to play with us. Played till 12, then shuya and melo went home. Showed them my thighs, then they were like.. OUCH. Haha.. It sure is pain!
[12:18 AM]
Sunday, February 13, 2005
2 more mins to 6am, and here I am blogging. Just reached home say maybe 20mins ago. Went blading today with my kuku buddy in the late noon, but blade for just a little while, wasn't satisfying enough. My buddy fell a number of times, could have fell more, but managed to control some of them. As for me, I fell once today on my ass again, but this time with injuries. Gotten a blueblack and some cuts. Took some pictures at bedok jetty again.
-ouch-
kuku buddy shitting?
distorted picture
After blading, took a cab home, bath, munch and went to town to meet sha, alvis, ego and bernard. Then came lrd, wensi and cheryl. Played LAN for awhile, then played pool. So sha, wensi and cheryl left not long later. Was complaining I'm so hungry till they can't take it! So went to nearby eatery to eat, had chicken cutlet. -woah- So bernard left after eating. They wanted to go home already, but ego and me were like, we don't feel like going home. So we didn't go home in the end, walked to PS, I suggested watching "Constantine", but the movie started at 2.20, we were 7 minutes late, not really though. Didn't watch, so walked to cineleisure, but cineleisure wasn't showing that show. Ended up playing pool again at kpool. Then wendy and her fren, joel, came and they played as well.
Kpool closing, time to go home! Blahblahblah, took a cab home with ego, lrd and alvis. So, home sweet home. Saw brian coming online, and guess what, he was near that area also! No free ride home!! =( Haha! Anyway ya, tomorrow shuya, aiping, melo and wanpei coming down my house to play mahjong again! This time in the afternoon! -yawns- It's time to sleep SOON!
[5:57 AM]
Friday, February 11, 2005
The 3rd day of CNY, supposed to go to school, but I skipped though. Hehe, boring day today! Didn't do anything, wanted to go blading, but nobody to accompany me.
Tracking back..
Had reunion dinner on CNY eve, thought of going out after that but, couldn't find anyone out, or maybe I didn't try. Haha.. Anyway, reunion dinner(at my fav. place) wasn't that nice this year, reason being it's so squeezy, having 12 people sharing a table and the dishes weren't really that nice, except for CHILLI CRAB! -drools-
On 1st day of CNY, went to my uncle's house(mum's side) at woodlands. So, there I was, collecting hongbaos, have yet to open them though, but doubt it'll be alot! My relatives were like, "wow, you've changed so much ah? If I see you on the street, I wouldn't recognise you unless you call me." So, I was just smiling and feeling quite shy about it! -blush- Haha, but inside my heart, definitely I'm so happy! Hahaha!! So, had lunch there, mum gambled again, and don't wanna go home! Kept rushing her, because my auntie(dad's side) is coming to our place. So ok, left woodlands at 4, finally! So home we are, auntie came house visiting, had dinner and then rot at home. Till melo messaged me saying they might be coming for mahjong.
Say 12am, melo, shuya, aiping and keith(aiping's bf) came. Blahblahblah, melo was mingling with the power plugs and stuffs, suddenly the circuit tripped! No electricity! Everything was back to normal, so it was my turn, and it tripped again! I think we did that for like maybe 3 times! LOL, and it's in the middle of the night. So played mahjong till 5am, and I've lost about $9? Keith was the winner. So had breakfast downstairs, then went home, slept at 8.30am.
Woke up at 3pm, didn't go to my aunt's(dad's side) place because I doubt I can wake up, play MSN Solitaire Showdown again, bath, make up, and was supposed to meet lrd, sha, ego, wensi, etc. at Dhoby Ghaut MRT at 7. Met ego at AMK first, but i was a little late. So when we've met up, walked to parklane, had MAC for dinner. Played pool and I was so down on luck, I kept hitting both the black and white balls in! So fedup! Lols. After playing, slacked opp. parklane, Mr. Bean, for awhile and head down to marina south after that.
P.S. there's this cute guy sitting opp. of us when we were at mr. bean
So at marina south, went to breeze bar, drank tiger beer <- *yeww* yeah and not forgetting mr alvis, he kept bullying me and via. Kept trying hard to tickle us, and not forgetting, stealing my cushion away from me! Guess the rest must be thinking we're crazy or something. Yah, went home at 3+am. While waiting for the cabs to come that eric called, alvis disturbed everyone there. Oh yah, he could carry me! OMG! Reached home and sleep.
TODAY, I did nothing!!! He came into my mind again, but ya, it's not gonna affect me! HELL NO! Ok enough said!
[9:14 PM]
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Happy new year, pull your ear!! It's new year today, means it's time to collect hongbaos!! Hongbaos = $$ !!
Didn't go school today(tuesday), dad keep waking me up, but was too lazy to get up. Around 12am+, my stupid mom ask me to accompany her downstairs to buy bread for my dad. As I was playing CS, I told her to go down around 1am+, so we went. And guess what, we came home empty handed! Bluff me down, yet not buying anything. -grumbles-
Looking at my tidy room, I'm so proud of myself! Haha! Oh yah, not forgetting, si dingyao kept asking me to prick my blisters! Ok, so eventually, I listened to him and I did! BUT!! He didn't tell me to use nail clipper to clip off the top of the skin! So, after pricking almost everything, then he told me today! Argh!! Shouldn't have pricked them right?! It's so red and a little swollen now. I'm gonna wear skirt tomorrow. -shrugs-
after pricking them
[1:04 AM]
Monday, February 07, 2005
What a day today! I didn't really go to school today! Just went to sign in and out. Was late for school, while on the bus, Melo messaged me asking whether I wanna go to Ikea in the noon instead, because she got 5hours of break. So ok, I went Ikea. Got to know some of her friends. Nice knowing them!
Saw TNS(tehnisai) *oops* at Ikea with his wife! Such coincidence. So shop shop shop, wanted to buy my bedsheet, so took it and put into the trolley. Saw the pictures/frames corner, so thought of my precious moments cross-stitch! It has been inside my cupboard for almost 2 years already, so I bought a frame to put the x-stitch. Supposed to custom make them, but it's slightly more pricey, thus buying this frame for $7.
i made this
After paying, was at the hotdog bread corner, and saw my friend! Such coincidence again! Always seeing him and his gf!!
After shopping, took 147, a super long journey, but I was sleeping inside the bus, so time passes even faster! Went home, started to spring clean my room, so it looks so much better now!
my new bedsheet
Anyway, my leg's are still slightly aching. I discovered something, those 'bumps' o my legs, they're actually blisters! Yewwwww!! Damn disgusting man! There's soooo many of them! *goosebumps* Having the temptation to burst ALL of the blisters, but guess I better not.
Hope the ache will go away. Hee.. And the blisters will BURST BURST BURST!!
[8:04 PM]
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Hmm, my legs are aching! Haha.. Went orchard with ego to look for his stuffs. He so hiao, buy so many things still not enough, still buy and buy. -shakes head- I bought myself a 2 way cake, natural beige. Hope it's not too light or whatever for me. Hee.
Went blading with elvin, first time meeting him. Brought him to buy blades at skatesports, vivian. Think he bought it at $99, but I think mine's nicer! Haha. -brags- Blade from 4+pm to say 9+pm. He treated me a bottle of 100 plus and dinner! Wow, thanks! Heeee. Felt so paiseh.
Now playing MSN solitaire showdown again. My leg is really aching! Asked Clement to massage for me, he say ok, but paiseh to come. Haahaa.. can't stand him.. heee.. but still, so nice of him! -giggles-
[11:23 PM]
Woot, 3am already and I'm still awake. Ok, nothing special ya. Lols. Yesterday, friday, was the last day of most of my friends in school! Am soooo gonna miss them!! So much fun with rach, vick, nad, nurul and jx in the car! Nad was driving and we were screaming and shouting inside the car, wonder how she concentrated in driving. Haha. Her mum cooked nasi lemak for us, so nice and ALOT of ingredients. WOW!
Wanted to make the Oreo Cheesecake for my fellow mates, but, was kinda lazy to buy the ingredient and was kinda last minute. So, I didn't make it. Lols. Lazy me, what's new?
Went town with joreen after school. It was so freaking crowded, all the people doing last minute shopping, and me doing last minute eyebrow trimming. So many people doing it, ended up I went to the shop beside it, but we still had to wait, but not too bad yea, the skills. Was at PS Dorothy Perkins and saw Gim and Amy, our dearest jiajia xiaojie provided me with the wrong information, saying they're at bugis! horhorrrr!! Blur jiajia!! At the end of the day, didn't buy anything.
Today, saturday, I went out with shuya, aiping and wanpei. I was the earliest! To think aiping actually say late = fine, and she came late. Haha. As usual, there's sooo many people, hate to do shopping with so many people around. But, what to do! Bought a top from PS Baleno, yes Baleno. Lols!! Popped by to see gim and amy, and saw gim's look alike 'cousin'. ohoh, for a moment, I forgot her name. -guilty-
Below are the pics of my new year clothes! New colours in my wardrobe. -woot-
from topshop
from dorothy perkins
from baleno >_<
from dorothy perkins
[2:59 AM]
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Is this the week 7 of FYP? Yes, I guess so, and I've done nothing! Holy cow!
Let's talk about him! He's sad today, after what happened, he has finally woke up! I know you've been flirting around with many girls. And having many girls being hurt by you. Do you think I should bother to waste my time to meet you just to slap you? What done is done, there's nothing you can do now.
I hate it when you start your 'I think i should leave this place'. I hate it when you're being so selfish. Knowing it's not a nice feeling being hurt, yet you're doing it to other girls out there. Ain't you selfish? Is this how GOD taught you to be? I don't know.
Whatever whatever whatever, I wash my hands off you!
[11:58 PM]
So in love with my hair now. Gotten quite positive comments from my friends. Hehe!! So fast, it's the last week for most of my friends in school. Gonna be alone now. =( So sad!!
Yesterday I skipped school in between, went home to get my warranty card and my Mitsubishi M750, went down to Alexandra Road, somewhere beside Ikea. Asked whether my phone could be saved, but can't! They're so smart as to put a kinda paper inside the phones, thus when it's dropped into water, the paper will like have an indication. Cunning man!!! Lols. So asked how much will it be to service the phone, she said $300. I was like.. WOAH, no way, it's as good as buying a new phone! So, I'm waiting for July and use my sis' plan again.
Went Ikea after that for some 'shopping', ended up buying the bedspread, it's baby blue in colour. Blue again! Lols, most of my bedspreads are blue in colour. After that, went back to school to sign out. Luckily I was just nice in time, maybe 10 minutes before 6pm! Hee!
Had an arguement with my mother again because of the bike! I really wanna own one! =( They just don't understand, don't they. So at home, I was online, didn't message him for quite a few days, so just pretend and asked him if he was playing gb(i know he was playing). I think he's not that insensitive after all, he did ask me why I haven't been talking to him and whether I'm still angry with him. Didn't know what to say also, but ya. He wished me goodnite too.
I've taught myself not to bother about what I shouldn't be bothered about. Let it go the way it wanna be.
[2:30 PM]